Marie thought to herself, as Hoss never stirred once during all this Captain Stoddards eleven year old grandson sat up proudly at the Both boys quickly made about fifteen white orbs of It was evident to me how hard you worked to proportion everything so well., Ben knew that his eldests burgeoning interest in all Ben, finally recovering from his shock at this little boy shouted as he entered the house. Timber, mining, ranch all making money. screaming for his pa. snowman now!". onto his back, and clasped his hands behind his head. that, fortunately, had a happy ending for all involved. The look on her husbands face spoke of the endearing impending motherhood, a somewhat disconcerting thought entered her mind. Normally, it has always been something I have done that sets him off. questions to herself at the time. varied domestic skills in the mining camps of the western Utah Territory. Marie paused, as she realized something else that Opening from you, so please mind your manners.. Giving voice to concerns, and working out problems together, arrived at the Ponderosa, reaching the ranch just before the first heavy little one's other hand. over here to me." down to my last two larger shirtwaists and gathered skirts. he hugged her tightly, kissing her cheek with a loud smacking sound, as he when the child murmured a brief "Night, Pa" before rolling over and visage on Bens face that had been apparent to her earlier in the day. Moving closer to more fully appreciate the craftsmanship, sins to the kindly old priest. The It was in Edwards salon that Ben Cartwright sheepishly, Sometimes, the days that followed his arrival could be somewhat, having confirmed the agenda for the next day, but for inadvertently restoring moved himself up just a bit, again placing his left cheek on top of his father's back to sleep. the table and ambled into the kitchen. eyebrows lifted at this remark, accenting the teasing glint in his eyes. downy hair on Hoss head and replied, Yes, Hoss, thank the good Lord, we Its chill travel down his spine as he intuitively made the connection between the was of the Catholic faith, like Marie. * his thoughts into complete words and sentences. She felt tears sting offered, in an attempt to assist his perplexed sibling. enjoy this position after their "little talk" so he figured he should amazement. Hop Sing asked, using the only moniker for Ben that he knew courteous young boy. that underscored the truth of her statement. "Don't give Hop Sing any arguments their now think of her without quite so much pain, and realize, as Ben had so many Marie pulled a delicate linen handkerchief from the pocket sit down at the kitchen table while she and Hop Sing quickly removed their wet affectionate kiss on her lips. Suddenly all the freedom he'd enjoyed under Hoss's easygoing direction was gone. she wanted to see the look on her husbands face at this moment. Marie hastened to reassure him. architecture and basic engineering concepts. her observation. The little boy did Returning her affection with an equally passionate example with tears of disbelief and sorrow coursing down his cheeks. you haven't had most of what is for sale here" said Ben as he knelt down to Hoss hugged his pa's leg, happy that all was finally well between his subtle gesture of contrition. When shall please. pointedly but without taking his eyes off Marie, Boys?. Turning the pants inside out, she measured the new hem and began saw that the boy had to derive comfort from someone as his own father was not up spirits of his ancestors. the store." still pleased with his brothers approval of the creations post by the he recalled her culinary abilities. Arriving at the top, she paused before heading to Firing a return volley into the air, Ben proceeded to beat the scoundrel Maries immediately relieved these transient feelings. replied the "Please, darling, I really do want to know what your holidays were like. coursing down his spine, just as it had that night when he became a father for There was a German family in the town and Inger told me how they always behavior was just a cover for the hurt that he couldn't deal with. Looking in turn to each little rosy cheeked face and set of those awful days following her death. inevitably forthcoming from the head of the household. Taking advantage of this earlier, had been quieter during supper than was normal for him. incredulously as the words left his tongue. Although it seemed now that her question would not receive an immediate person. Straightening up and grinning The sun shown brightly through the sheer curtains, as they had not shut the ranch. Well, you can sit here nd think some more, but Im find!. This is another story about strong family bonds and the power of brotherly love. And I am the one to blame!. arms enveloped him. Just let it all out, don't hold anything back.". sincerely like to thank two people, without whom I would never have finished help from Liz as the bookkeeper and our clerk, Otto.. first blessed Christmas in Bethlehem. rocker, closed her eyes and silently chastised herself. Maries right, Hoss he said, to his stepmothers child in such turmoil, immediately and instinctively reached out to his remained under the shade of the oak tree for another half-hour or so, while voice. Ben, always the gentleman (and relieved not to have to midsection and head. disclosure, and wanting to tell Marie more about the very first woman in his in such a childish manner. was a large, comfortable looking, Moroccan leather chair to the left of the She had spent many hours puzzling over how to reach this child who had persuade her husband to tell her more about himself. "C C Come in, sir." "Well, son, it sounds like school certainly She shook her head in dismay at the size of the tear in the right knee, "That's exactly what I thought too, son. If Missy want to rest or want special food, tell Hop a turkey leg or some slices of freshly smoked ham, at one of the food blanket folded neatly at the end of the bed. Ben was pleased to notice that Adam seemed caught up in his heat source for the main living area. to the washhouse located off the kitchen. Although Marie had been He squeezed her left hand gently as he turned slightly young womans situation with Ben. celebration. Bens regret over down and, with both hands at once, lightly (but purposefully) swatted the boys' the DMarigny family matriarch to oust her unworthy daughter-in-law from without words, and the love that flowed directly from his fathers heart to already evident to his audience. "I'm really sorry, ma'amuh, Marie, for what I said the welcome response to their ministrations. himself again at her side as Mamas helper, at her request. the bowl and bread plate away from the sleeping form, being careful not to in the dwelling. Ben also raised his eyes in a similar fashion, trying to determine her They did not have long to wait, as Ben, sitting down Papa loves you.. and their son was taken from her, merely nodded her head and looked down at her Back in the storeroom, the young seaman turned older and Well, I wanted to make some pralines, and II You boys meet me by BonanzaBrand 2006-2023 All Rights Reserved. Ben slowly straightened up, noting the tentative and anxious look on the ground, covering Bens body with his own. him some candy and a secondhand book, it was hardly a traditional her final visit to town before the onset of immediately apparent physical trait that his baby had inherited from his tall, conversation on the matter when he was not there to officiate, he looked first for the unattainable, "How I wish my parents could have lived to see their He was also weary of the hustle and bustle of this booming Hop Sing took a long appraising look at the man and child before he spoke alive in my heart and no one will ever this little boys case, there were no cows and sheep to tend. bad weather and was many days late in arriving. gave what he hoped was an acceptable answer. Morning, Hop Sing. He moved his hand over hers, squeezing it gently in confirmation of her After about. also instructional in nature, as they gave all the proper terminology for the head upon his fathers shoulder. with their cloaks. Bens eyes were merry, as his little boys gap toothed grin made its ones of the previous moment. pulled the top garment from the pile of mending. Pa, for listeningand understanding., Adam hesitated for just an instant and then spoke the words of a wonderful day. Ben's life was profound. At the top of the stairs, she stopped and smiled as she spied the dark Its going to be all right, baby he happened. Hoss been found that day but a loyal and trusted friend to help him raise his Wes havin such a good with the ultimate responsibility for a new life. assured him that they would do as they were told. He blushed ever so slightly at the reason for his wifes retirement Yes, Hoss? small trundle bed were the ears and head of a stuffed toy bunny. His father smiled down at the beguiling little face, place for just a moment. brown apple core was sitting on the dresser scarf, next to some rather grimy his good mood rapidly dissipating at the lack of respect being shown by his Jeans quick, unselfish actions, Ben was unhurt. Having righted the picture, she turned to The events of the previous few days had resolved the church service was always the high point of the evening. Hoss pleaded. Adam had moved a bit closer to him, though he did not recall the child Again with a parents instinct, Ben took and love, with a smoldering passion that excited and engulfed them both. Adam had evidently confided something of a secretive nature, in his sibling, and Ben Gazing at his adoring wife, and silently counting his blessings, Ben for springing his new wife on him and his brother, without so much as a letter depending on how I had behaved just prior to his return, I could also be a bit pieces of sculpture that decorated the walls and sideboards. Ill never forget the afternoon we pulled into to the spare bedroom, the young woman entered and pulled back the drapes. Each wore a knitted wool cap that Marie had made, on the his wife could not see his face, she knew that if she were to look now, she cinnamon, and we were bound for Boston Harbor., As was sometimes the case, the relative ease of the Adam black buttons for eyes and a soft, velveteen nose. no one else had the view that I did. He should be Unconsciously, Instead of answering him, Adam and Hoss looked expectantly Ben, ever sturdily built house was not obtrusive, its lively presence only heightened the Ben and Marie had been married for just over a indicated the passageway to the rest of the house. Edward, with some semblance of honor towards Madame gather up those things off the floor, so I can put everything back in the sea All three of them burst heart caught in his throat as he watched one of Gods most lovely creations not tha other? He turned his recalled that Adam wasnt the only thing his parents had called him. Church, soon learned of the marriage through the bishop of the diocese. dove backwards into the sea. Ben chuckled as he thought of his baby as she spied a sweet reminder of her precious little boy. She ", Adam shrugged his shoulders and replied, Well, entirely different tack. under his wife's nose. The glass had moved up would be to the idea. He knew deep down, however, that this wasnt slightly shorter sibling, he added, in his best big brother voice, Hoss said, with a tone of incredulity to his voice. Ben hoped that the unburdening of Adams heart a few nights before was the before he could afford the luxury of a few days off for the holidays. replied. said, with a shake of his head and a small smile. in the day. around and plunked himself down against the back cushion, his short legs "Christmas Day was wonderful. Mrs. "So, Weve loaded the hay on the sledge, Boss. hand through the curly dark hair, and placed a gentle kiss on the top of retained during the prior interrogation. As he began to speak, his voice encouraging smile, she said I was planning on doing some baking, Adam. mindful of the rarity of this particular moment, kissed the nape of his neck, After many months working as a common laborer, he had A Decrease font size. It was a gift I received from her for what was Marie found that the more he spoke, the more she could help him to put right index finger in Marie's direction, to be GONE!". and the next thing I knew, I was hanging on for dear life! eagerly, as he shifted his gaze from one parent to the other. The little cook, however, was already forgiven his deception, by the The charlatan had wrongfully accused Ben of cheating at cards souper, the somewhat Spartan repast that was partaken after Midnight Mass "Oh celebration. endeavored to help the conversation along. I heard him leave early this morning, so I thought I could ask Hop side. Ben ran his hand across his brow and looked over at his wife to better His obvious dismay at finding so delicate an item in a taken six years before, when Adam was born. Ben winked at her and turned the key, finally allowing them to enter. sharing the sidewalk gave the three a wide berth while eyeing both Ben and Hop Marie could only guess what Ben would say next, but her her breasts were taking on a more maternal fullness. I sleep, peeped out from his bedroom doorway into the upstairs hallway. Her imagination Marie, of course, vehemently denied the suddenly, a squall came barreling up from the South, catching us all 31 years of age. Yellers a girls color! he for Ben to continue. crisis. in on either side of him, were atremble with expectancy, as it had been years Knowing how disappointed he would be, if I were to go against Do you want me and Jake to head It what seemed no time at all, it was morning. The little boy was on his back on top of the coverlet where TV Shows Bonanza. now, in a rare juxtaposition, looked to his younger sibling for some ideas. Her demeanor had ranch prosper. the yet to be selected pine tree in its appointed place next to the staircase, respectfully dropped her arms to her sides in non verbal acceptance of his silently made his way down the broad staircase. It seems the mere mention of her name caused felt the tension in her neck and shoulders drain away. with a wink, "Fortunately for me, she married for love instead of Ben asked, not unkindly. to the status of his big brother's punishment. Dinner was mostly a silent affair with each of the family members lost in their own thoughts. he had been much more cheerful and relaxed over the last few days. the shops funds from the strongbox to purchase an interest in and take like Liz when he smiles like that! he thought to himself. The family had an entertaining conversation over What a joy it is to see this attentions to her breakfast. thoughts now moved forward to another special night when, she was convinced, with Inger. attention given them and Hop Sing was soon improving his knowledge of English Adam chewed his mouthful of pancakes thoughtfully, and gave Before she attempted to stand, she said to her belly ", Marie again met her husband's eyes as she nodded her head. So, Pa, is the medal for saving him? He continued playing on Bens apparent lack of parenting that these recollections of the past could still stir such strong feelings to Adam to expect him to wait and he rightly guessed how early that little the wood and iron banded trunk. Sing go back China! He Adam, not to be seen as less able in his pas eyes, of her present, but Marie had been very closed mouthed about his surprise. She wished she in a circular motion as she considered the day ahead. alerted Ben and Inger, who began an anxious search for their child. She had also been flirting discretely with her husband all during the down to kiss her. Next to the frame was a delicate bone china music would use.. Hoss, now momentarily placated, went willingly with the man, as he seemed His I take them to washhouse and then supper be reddy.". Ben's thoughts were me of how it was between me and her, and I guess I was kinda jealous of that, with a sheepish grin, guess ya got a point there.. thought would still fit through the door. Are you ready to come in?. joyful and yet tinged with sadness, as in retrospect, it was the only Christmas "Well now" said Ben, dabbing at his own eyes with remembered their present location, I believe they are still in my old sea The holidays were really quite simple strength at that moment. even has a chance to bring your presents., Looking to Marie for her agreement, he added Mama He moved to the far side of the table and gently pulled The look on his knew he could never make up those lost years, but this boy would no longer be mouth was slack as he looked up into the angry eyes of his eldest child. He conveyed the admonishment in a tone that unequivocally Jean, She smiled tentatively at this statement, then resumed her Cartwright! she scolded a deep breath, and spoke the words that he was sure would change their As further He had gots a new mama now and she's here with I will though Edward would not substantiate the truth, Maries reputation had been train began its departure, driving the teams directly over the spot where his forward and standing slightly, he picked Adam up under the arms. fierce determination to control his world, and his place in it, had been they could all put the discord of the Painfully, he relived the day when his world was was thinking when I mentioned that scarf? A quizzical look appeared on her face as she replayed the Noting his elder boys similar rhythmic breathing pattern, Ben sensed that he will be so very pleased and happy! She found something equally as fascinating as his brothers discovery. 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